I'm so tired of living here.
I admit I sometimes ask God to take me home...my real home. I'm tired of hatred and shallow, selfish love. I'm tired of distractions, bickering, arguing, yelling, profanity, lying, rudeness, materialism, promiscuity, shallow people, losing friends I thought were true to me, opposition, being excluded, crying nearly every day, dry wells of creativity, striving for something I can't reach, not being able to do what my heart's desire is, being limited by finances, meaningless education, broken families, shallow words...
I'm tired of dying inside, and having to be revived frequently as a result
My
awakening is tired of my sleep. My dreams are tired of my awakening. My awakening is tired of my dreams. My
sleep is tired of my awakening
I'm tired of not being heard. I'm tired at yelling my emotions at walls that don't talk back.
I'm tired of not being close to my Creator. I'm a foreigner here...this isn't where I belong. I have no citizenship here; My citizenship is in Heaven. I want so badly to be there right now. It can't come fast enough.
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