Take Control

I've realized how much I've needed You in my life. It just seems that every time I try to take control of my life, everything gets so out of order. I don't realize when I'm doing this sometimes...but I think I can tell now.

Usually, if you're not praying much, you're taking control of your life. How much you pray reflects how much you depend on God to take control of your life.

God, how I don't understand how I trust my own hands with my life sometimes...because when it use to be in my own hands, I couldn't take it, and kept thinking of throwing it away.

Thank You for being so faithful to hold my heart during these times.

I'm thankful for the trials I go through, because it assures me of how much You love me, because You want to bring me closer to you.

Thank You for not going one day without reminding me that You set me apart for a great purpose...I've known that most my life, and my mom has known that my whole life.

Thank You for never failing me when I failed myself

Thank You for loving this ungrateful sinner

Thank You for giving me words to speak to peoples' hearts

Thank You for your love you put in my heart

Love, your affectionate child

I can't wait to be with You some day