A kid didn't have money for lunch
And no one would pay for him
So he sat there, holding his stomach through the rest of the lunch hour
I laughed and chewed my food mockingly at him, while he stared at me.
A girl that hides behind her hair doesn't talk to anyone
Me and my friends make fun of her
She just runs away without a sound
Too bad she doesn't have the friends I do
A mentally challenged boy sits in class next to me
His face is horribly deformed
He creeped me out
So I screamed and moved away
A few years later....
What happened to me?
I gained so much weight
I've put on fifty pounds
And my stomach continues to bulge
My group of friends are much more skinny than I am
They are making fun of me constantly
I just try to play along and joke about it
Because they are the only friends I have
My face is no longer recongnizable
It's protruding, and disgusting
Perhaps too many meals in a day?
Because now no one can stand the sight of it
A few days later....
I don't care about this problem anymore
I'll just keep over-indulging and eat away
I need to fill that emptiness
The food helps to fill it, but it won't go away
The group of friends I once had, hurt me
They posted pictures of me all around the college
Pictures with my head placed on a skinny girl
So during the lunch hour I poisioned their food
I put on make up to cover every inch of my face
I don't look like the same person
But I haven't changed
The ugly face is still there
The obituary:
She was once the skinniest girl in her time
Life did not bring her what she wanted, so she resulted to food
She over indulged over the years
It became her friend, and Jesus did not.
Her friends were once trust-worthy, at least in her eyes
They turned their backs on her
She reacted by killing them with a lethal poison
They were never her friends, and neither was Jesus
She was a beautiful girl
Even if she didn't say she was
She died on the surgical table while trying to get everything she didn't like removed
She didn't accept herself for who she was, because she didn't know the Someone that would.
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